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rose j. percy's avatar

No words just 😭😭

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

i’m in tears today. this was a step forward that I didn’t expect.

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The Journey Home's avatar

‘Celebrate with me that everyday something has tried to kill me and failed’.

Fully relate to the vulnerability hangover 😂 it’s hard to know the balance between the feeling of sharing too much and too little. This was beautifully written and utterly, humanly relatable.

Beautiful little boy to beautiful adult.

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

♥️ thank you

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Jovonna's avatar

Wow, this moved me on today! thank you for articulating what it feels like to face our little selves again and love them. reminds me of bell hooks writing about a childhood pic she loved and grieved losing: “There is a look of heavenly joy on my face. I grew up needing this image, cherishing it — my one reminder that there was a precious little girl inside me able to know and express joy.“

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

First of all…you had me at bell hooks 👏🏾 and thank you for reading 🙏🏾

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dia | Everyday Writes's avatar

This moved me so much when I first read it and has been in my heart since, so I came back today to read your words again. I'm in the practice right now of vulnerability, like the kind of actual vulnerability you talk about here, that gives us transparency hangovers... and I think for me it connects to letting myself find resonance in the places my kid-self could never have imagined were for me. Thank you for sharing what you shared, deep resonance over here

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

Oh this comment moved me

So

Much. Thank you

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Sharifa's avatar

What a precious, precious sweet-faced little one you were.

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

😭 I’m learning to believe and see that.

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Marc Smyth's avatar

Good afternoon. Thank you for sharing, it really is needed. I am working on healing my inner child and this has been a reminder to keep it up.

-Also, to the thought that everyone who goes into the desert, dies, I can say that I have been stuck in the desert and came close but survived. Gonna have to write about that. 😅👍🏼

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

Hey Thank you for commenting! I was so confident as a young child that the desert automatically killed people. Ha.

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aksara nadi's avatar

thank you for this, robert 🤍 and I hope you thanks yourself too.

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

😊

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Kevin Davis's avatar

GM! Enjoyed the post!

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

Thank you!

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Lacey Louwagie's avatar

Although I don't know you now and I didn't know you then, I can see the beautiful soul shining out of that little boy's eyes.

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Kiri Piahana-Wong's avatar

Thank you for this. So glad you are safe now.

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

thank you for reading and witnessing :)

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Lisa Colón DeLay | SparkMyMuse's avatar

Thank you for this.

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Elizabeth's avatar

Beautiful!! Nurture that inner child..

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Kim Buchwald Esposito's avatar

Thank you for sharing your words despite the vulnerability hangover!

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BEE Channel's avatar

Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable. I am glad you made it and lived to tell us about it.

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BobbyJohn's avatar

I’m a Robert too. I’m lucky - my parents took hundreds of pix of me as a child. But this one picture of you, Robert, and your words today have made cry, so that I can barely see what I am typing now. Bless you, fellow Robert.

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

bless you too Robert :) Thank you for reading

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Mary Pierce's avatar

❤️so glad you are here❤️

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Robert the contemplative's avatar

me too :)

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